[ooc: You know its cool, real life always comes first <3]
Rey had not always been completely on her own as she grew up on Jakku. It had been thanks to a few king people living in Niima Outpost and its outskirts that she had survived. First, doing a few errands that earned her a little money, food or even water. Later, experimented scavengers had hired her to sneak into places they could not, teaching her about the job and what to do once you had a hidden treasure of scraps in your hands.
They'd helped her build herself a home and repair electronics.
Some of these people had families of their own, younglings that probably reminded them of Rey and encouraged their generosity. Rey had seen them together, loving touches and affectionate gestures, things that dragged out hassy memories of what she was sure must have been her own parents.
That's what she thought of when romantic feelings came to mind. Only now did she realize, that other things she'd seen around clearly had something to do with that too.
"Sex, you mean? Like in the brothels, but without credits exchange." It made sense. She'd heard of a traveller or two coming back because they had apparently fallen for the workers.
She looked down and her small hand in Poe's, he thumb tracing his knuckle, her attention then fell in Finn's hand as she repeated the gesture. She suddenly imagined them touching her, their palms on her cheeks, on her shoulders, her hips. She remembered how new it had felt, Finn's hand on her own that first time they met.
Would it feel just as unique? She knows she wouldn't disencourage him this time.
"Yeah, I'd like that. I'd like to know what that is like with you two." She looked up and met Finn's gaze, clear resolution on the way she smiled with confidence. "To connect with you emotionally and physically."
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Rey had not always been completely on her own as she grew up on Jakku. It had been thanks to a few king people living in Niima Outpost and its outskirts that she had survived. First, doing a few errands that earned her a little money, food or even water. Later, experimented scavengers had hired her to sneak into places they could not, teaching her about the job and what to do once you had a hidden treasure of scraps in your hands.
They'd helped her build herself a home and repair electronics.
Some of these people had families of their own, younglings that probably reminded them of Rey and encouraged their generosity. Rey had seen them together, loving touches and affectionate gestures, things that dragged out hassy memories of what she was sure must have been her own parents.
That's what she thought of when romantic feelings came to mind. Only now did she realize, that other things she'd seen around clearly had something to do with that too.
"Sex, you mean? Like in the brothels, but without credits exchange." It made sense. She'd heard of a traveller or two coming back because they had apparently fallen for the workers.
She looked down and her small hand in Poe's, he thumb tracing his knuckle, her attention then fell in Finn's hand as she repeated the gesture. She suddenly imagined them touching her, their palms on her cheeks, on her shoulders, her hips. She remembered how new it had felt, Finn's hand on her own that first time they met.
Would it feel just as unique? She knows she wouldn't disencourage him this time.
"Yeah, I'd like that. I'd like to know what that is like with you two." She looked up and met Finn's gaze, clear resolution on the way she smiled with confidence. "To connect with you emotionally and physically."